Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Brain - A Master Creations

Brain
One of the most complex and beautiful things created by the Almighty. All the living beings have one. And the most beautiful features, memory, the ability to remember 'n' number of things as recorded on a tape or a hard disk.

For every one, as we grow day by day, life teaches us many things. And in this learning all our life one has few sweet, few bad, few disturbing, and few pleasant memories. Few memories which bring a smile on our faces, and few which bring tears in our eyes. Few which make you feel great. Few which make you fear.

No inventions of man is as repulsive as a Human Brain, till date. Not sure what algorithm God has developed for making this. The ability to plan, think, memorise, remember all in on small mass of meat.

Will a Man ever be able to make one like a brain?

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

See what's happening in your world

Almost everyone in this world believe that you "The God" have created this world. I some times wonder if you really know what's happening down here.

Do you know, we all have guilt, jealous, ego which leads us to fight among ourselves. I do not know how was the man you created. What were his qualities, characters supposed to be, or even the reason you sent him down here.

Today, man is the most dangerous enemy your world is facing. Slowly he is destroying your creation.

Is this all really your creation or it is the man's greed and deeds which is bring this change. Why do people fight, kill, cheat? Why few innocent kids loose their parents? Why are people rich and poor? Why are riots? Why are people selling their honesty? Why have we become spoilers?

From ages we are seeing the same sun, moon, sky, stars which never changed. Only the day, night changed which is again a result of our actions.

Is everything happening under your supervision? Do you really want man to be the reason for ending this world.

Or, did you just send Man for this purpose only?

Friday, July 3, 2009

Who, and why am I here?

About me
A son, a brother, a friend, an undergraduate working for a bank. Was lucky enough to get a job the moment I graduated.

Born in India to a Hindu couple, respect and believe in all religions. Not only that, offer prayers too.

Wondering why am I here and what and whom am I writing for?

2009 is the most beautiful, challenging and painful year in my life. Actually it all started in November 2008 when, I had to witness my parents fight very badly. That was the first time I have ever seen my parents fight that seriously and badly in their 27 years of married life. Those were the days when all the companies started laying off and I had to stay focused on my job to make sure I save my ass. And a very close friend of mine had a heartbreak and tried to take her life by self, few others with health problems. And me through all these had a big financial problem as a bonus in an unusual time. Struggled a lot to keep up with family affairs and job and supporting friends when needed. Had a minimum sleep for about 4-5 months. It was in those troubled times I met my love. With all my tension's and problems in life, I dint want her to come in my life when I was not sure if I can swim back to the shore or not. But still somehow managed to propose the most beautiful girl both from heart and looks. And to my fate I was accepted. I was at cloud 9, but was afraid that happiness would divert me from being focused on fighting my own problems.Slowly, by mid March things started to show a positive sign when my very good friend made a comeback by making a decision to marry and my parents coming to an understanding and me making some savings from my short term assignment at clients place. But may be the angle of bad luck and pain was having an eye on me. For no reason I yelled at my love and broke her heart and betrayed her. All for no reason at all. And now, when I try to call/text/mail her, I do not get any response. I don't even know how she is doing. And then, my pet died. I saw it dying, I felt its pain, but could not do anything apart from seeing it die. May be someone cursed me that I should experience a 100 times of the pain you went through when I .....

What am I doing here?

I am here to write about how I feel being a looser, a guy not worthy enough to keep up his relationship, a betrayer for absolutely no reason. I am going to write how close I feel her. Will write about how my heart and eyes cry every sleepless night, how lonely I feel even when in crowd. Will write to question the Almighty. Will write to inspire people who loose faith and will write about many other things that come up in my mind. I will write to applogize.

What ever I write I dedicate it to my love of this life. Meri Mallika, meri jaan(remember? this is how I call you)

I love you. will love you enough, that gives me ........

Law of attraction will one day make you read this blog for sure. Maqtub.